// My Life As Of Now//

Is a fucking movie. I swear so This is me

This is my old two best friends KEVIN LANE and BRITTNEY MOOREE

Me and these two were super close they knew everything about me. I mean me and Brittney were like this—

And Me and Kevin were like this —

Now they hate me. For what reason? I dont fucking know. But I went from being their best friend to a “whore” So now I read on MAY 25, 2012 Brittney made a post calling me a whore and so many people are liking it and believing it. So when people I barely talk to talks to me from highschool I feel like telling them this.

But when I realize its a bunch of people I used to be cool with that are believing it I feel sorta like Im like this—

So they best friends with a bunch of people that hate me and Kevin is like this with his whole group of bitches who hate me.

So I started dating Fredy.. Hes someone super close to me and I can be myself around him but when Im with him I feel like this.

But hes still there for me and keeps trying to make me smile.. But lately I just feel like shit. So when me and Fredy talk I just try to pull the crying off like this.

But in all honestly.. I think what I do with my life is sorta like telling BRITTNEY and KEVIN this..

But of course its never gonna be like that so I just gotta sit here and figure a way for them to stop bashing me cause it makes me feel like this.

Anyway… Sorry for my rambling but I wanted to get this out.. :/

// Haters//

So this is my most recent picture of me. Havent updated it cause I has no phone to take pictures with.

Lemme start with I went from being the best person someone can meet to the worst in a matter of a few weeks. As my so called “friends” would say. Lately Ive been labeled as a whore and stuff like that. Now when I get called that I feel like this.

And dont forget how Im REALLY sensitive to the name calling since I was raised with being bulled so I get like this.

Then somewhere in my head it twists and I start wanting to get back at them so I wanna go like this

Then I get to really thinking about how many people actually hate me for everything Ive done and I secretly whisper to myself.

Then they keep going with the name caling and shit so there for I get angry and the only thing I wanna do is.

So then one of them wrote me a message and the only thing I really wanted to tell them was something along the lines of this.

Then I sorta let this chuckle escape my lips and scream into the phone like this.

So in the end I feel like looking at everyone and going..